3rd force, you got it

let it pass but it's still the same

you can't help it, it's still there

this could fit a flirt

but with a hint of loneliness

waiting with hope

i'm waiting and waiting too long, will you please call

who are you waiting for little girl

Does this make me seem really pathetic?

I live a sad life. And I don't want to be sad but I am. I wake up in the morning and I go to the lab. At the end of the day, I come home to nobody. I don't know how the time passes but it does with me facing the wall. I don't connect with people. And people have become anti-me...or so it seems. But it doesn't really bother me because their company does not console me. It just makes me sad that I have nobody to connect with. So I'm left a victim to this melancholy and infinite sadness. I guess I can always fantasize about connecting with someone, let's call this person "Wall." But it's hard to connect when "Wall" doesn't talk back.